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Personal blog about my experience and life through my creations
These are my latest Artowrks created in digital painting and mixed technique
For more information or collaboration please contact me at heliwanart@gmail.com

"Whisper of Ethereal Ascendence" 2024 45 x 30 Digital painting
"Whisper of Ethereal Ascendence" is a visual exploration of movement, transformation, and the intangible forces that guide us toward transcendence. Through a symphony of fluid forms and luminous hues, this piece evokes a sense of weightlessnes, an ascent into the unknown, where energy and emotion intertwine.
The interplay of soft pastels and dynamic streaks of color represents the delicate balance between chaos and harmony, the ephemeral and the eternal. Subtle textures and layered details invite the viewer to look beyond the surface, uncovering the whispers of unseen realms that echo in the void. This artwork serves as a reflection of our constant evolution, where light and form dissolve into a dreamlike expanse, guiding the soul toward new dimensions of existence.
It is an invitation to embrace the unseen, to listen to the whispers of change, and to surrender to the flow of ascension.
The interplay of soft pastels and dynamic streaks of color represents the delicate balance between chaos and harmony, the ephemeral and the eternal. Subtle textures and layered details invite the viewer to look beyond the surface, uncovering the whispers of unseen realms that echo in the void. This artwork serves as a reflection of our constant evolution, where light and form dissolve into a dreamlike expanse, guiding the soul toward new dimensions of existence.
It is an invitation to embrace the unseen, to listen to the whispers of change, and to surrender to the flow of ascension.

" New light comes in me" 2023 30x45 Digital painting
This piece of art captures the essence of illumination, a moment where darkness gives way to clarity, where inspiration awakens like the first light of dawn. It represents the birth of an idea, the sudden spark that shatters stagnation and reveals new possibilities.
Light is more than a mere glow; it is understanding, transformation, and the silent force that guides us forward. In its presence, the unseen becomes visible, the uncertain takes form, and the soul, once wandering, finds direction. This is the nature of true inspiration not just a fleeting moment, but a profound shift, a beacon that leads us toward creation, discovery, and infinite growth.
Light is more than a mere glow; it is understanding, transformation, and the silent force that guides us forward. In its presence, the unseen becomes visible, the uncertain takes form, and the soul, once wandering, finds direction. This is the nature of true inspiration not just a fleeting moment, but a profound shift, a beacon that leads us toward creation, discovery, and infinite growth.

"The Beauty of the Soul" 2023 60x40 Digital painting
This piece of art captures the profound moment when the soul expands, unfolding into a higher state of being. It represents the silent yet powerful evolution of the self, a journey not of outward conquest, but of inward awakening.
True growth is not measured in achievements, but in the depth of understanding, in the courage to embrace vulnerability, and in the ability to transcend limitations. The beauty of the soul lies in its capacity to transform, to radiate light from within, and to harmonize with the infinite flow of existence. In this moment, we do not simply change, we become.
True growth is not measured in achievements, but in the depth of understanding, in the courage to embrace vulnerability, and in the ability to transcend limitations. The beauty of the soul lies in its capacity to transform, to radiate light from within, and to harmonize with the infinite flow of existence. In this moment, we do not simply change, we become.

" Evolution " 2023 Digital painting
This piece of art embodies a powerful phase of human evolution, symbolized through the dynamic interplay of rose and red hues. It reflects the intensity of transformation, the fiery energy of growth, and the delicate beauty of progression.
In the realm of evolution, there is no linear path, only cycles of struggle, renewal, and transcendence. The rose represents the blossoming of potential, while the red evokes the passion and sacrifice required for true change. Evolution is not just about survival, but about the awakening of deeper truths within us, a continual shedding of old skins to reveal more enlightened versions of ourselves. It is in the chaos and the quiet moments of rebirth that we find the power to transcend.
In the realm of evolution, there is no linear path, only cycles of struggle, renewal, and transcendence. The rose represents the blossoming of potential, while the red evokes the passion and sacrifice required for true change. Evolution is not just about survival, but about the awakening of deeper truths within us, a continual shedding of old skins to reveal more enlightened versions of ourselves. It is in the chaos and the quiet moments of rebirth that we find the power to transcend.

"Encounter of the Lonely Soul" 2023 60x30 Digital painting
This piece of art captures the profound and rare moment when a lonely soul finds its reflection in another. A deep, unspoken connection that transcends words. It represents the awe and wonder that arises when we encounter a kindred spirit, a soul that resonates with our own, echoing a familiarity beyond time and space.
In such encounters, the boundaries of isolation dissolve, and what once felt like an individual journey becomes a shared experience. It is the recognition that we are not alone, that our deepest truths are mirrored in the essence of another. This connection is not merely a meeting of minds, but an alignment of hearts, a reminder that our loneliness is not a permanent state but a passage to something far more meaningful. Through such encounters, we are reborn, discovering not only others but ourselves.
In such encounters, the boundaries of isolation dissolve, and what once felt like an individual journey becomes a shared experience. It is the recognition that we are not alone, that our deepest truths are mirrored in the essence of another. This connection is not merely a meeting of minds, but an alignment of hearts, a reminder that our loneliness is not a permanent state but a passage to something far more meaningful. Through such encounters, we are reborn, discovering not only others but ourselves.

"What's Going on Inside Me?" 2024 80 x 40 Digital painting
This piece of art encapsulates the subtle yet profound sensation of change unfolding within, a transformation occurring unnoticed as we are carried along by the current of events. It portrays the quiet bewilderment of the soul when it is shifting, evolving, yet unaware of the forces at play.
In moments of such flux, we are often too immersed in the flow of life to recognize the internal shifts occurring beneath the surface. Change does not always announce itself with clarity; it arrives as a quiet undercurrent, gradually reshaping us. It is only in hindsight that we understand the depth of our transformation. This piece reflects the paradox of being both the observer and the observed, where the self evolves, yet remains unaware until the moment it looks back and realizes how far it has come.
In moments of such flux, we are often too immersed in the flow of life to recognize the internal shifts occurring beneath the surface. Change does not always announce itself with clarity; it arrives as a quiet undercurrent, gradually reshaping us. It is only in hindsight that we understand the depth of our transformation. This piece reflects the paradox of being both the observer and the observed, where the self evolves, yet remains unaware until the moment it looks back and realizes how far it has come.

"Fluxus of the Event" 2023 80 x 60 Digital painting
This piece of art represents the sensation of flowing within the stream of events caught in the currents of time, where each moment slips into the next, and the self is swept along without resistance. It is the experience of existence as an ongoing river, constantly shifting, never pausing.
In the flux of life, we are both participants and observers, simultaneously shaped by and shaping the events that unfold. Yet, there is a paradox: the more we try to grasp control, the more elusive it becomes. True freedom lies not in resisting the flow, but in surrendering to it, allowing the events to pass through us without attachment. In this flow, we learn that life’s true essence is not in the individual moments, but in the seamless continuity that binds them together. It is only by becoming part of the stream that we truly understand its depth.
In the flux of life, we are both participants and observers, simultaneously shaped by and shaping the events that unfold. Yet, there is a paradox: the more we try to grasp control, the more elusive it becomes. True freedom lies not in resisting the flow, but in surrendering to it, allowing the events to pass through us without attachment. In this flow, we learn that life’s true essence is not in the individual moments, but in the seamless continuity that binds them together. It is only by becoming part of the stream that we truly understand its depth.

"An Unexpected Change of the Events" 2024 45x30 Digital painting
This piece of art represents the raw emotion of an unexpected shift, an event that disrupts the fabric of life like a vibrant, swirling tornado, altering everything in its path. It captures the chaotic beauty of transformation, where the familiar is swept away by forces unseen, leaving behind a world forever changed.
In life, change often arrives unannounced, like a storm that rearranges everything we thought we knew. These moments are both unsettling and liberating, for they force us to confront the unknown, to rebuild from the fragments left behind. Yet, in the midst of this chaos, there is a profound lesson: transformation, though violent and unpredictable, carries the potential for renewal. It is in the aftermath of the storm that we find clarity, a deeper understanding of ourselves and the world around us, as we emerge, reshaped, into a new reality.
In life, change often arrives unannounced, like a storm that rearranges everything we thought we knew. These moments are both unsettling and liberating, for they force us to confront the unknown, to rebuild from the fragments left behind. Yet, in the midst of this chaos, there is a profound lesson: transformation, though violent and unpredictable, carries the potential for renewal. It is in the aftermath of the storm that we find clarity, a deeper understanding of ourselves and the world around us, as we emerge, reshaped, into a new reality.

"The Moment I Realize I've Lost You" 2024 60x40 Digital painting
This piece of art encapsulates the haunting realization of loss .The moment when the presence of someone dear fades into absence, and the heart grasps, perhaps too late, that they are gone. It speaks to the quiet grief of understanding that something once cherished has slipped away, leaving behind only echoes of memories and the void of what could have been.
In such moments, loss is not always felt in the immediate absence but in the quiet aftermath, when we come to understand the depth of what we had and failed to truly hold. The true weight of loss is not the moment it occurs, but the painful awareness that we no longer have the chance to embrace, to speak, to share. This piece reflects the paradox of regret.The painful knowledge that some things can only be valued after they are lost, and in that realization, we are forever altered, shaped by the absence of what we once took for granted.
In such moments, loss is not always felt in the immediate absence but in the quiet aftermath, when we come to understand the depth of what we had and failed to truly hold. The true weight of loss is not the moment it occurs, but the painful awareness that we no longer have the chance to embrace, to speak, to share. This piece reflects the paradox of regret.The painful knowledge that some things can only be valued after they are lost, and in that realization, we are forever altered, shaped by the absence of what we once took for granted.

Untitled - 2024 50x50 digital painting

"What I Felt When I Found Myself" 2023 50x50 Digital painting
This piece of art captures the profound emotions experienced upon discovering one's true essence. When, through the act of creation, the soul is revealed in its purest form. It represents the moment of self-realization, where the pursuit of art becomes not just a reflection, but an awakening. In this journey, I found strength, clarity, and a sense of invincible power, as if bathed in golden light and the deep, resolute blues that symbolize both calm and resilience.
To find oneself is not a singular moment, but a gradual unfolding, a revelation that occurs when the barriers between inner truth and external expression dissolve. In the world of art, we are not merely creators; we are shaped by the process, sculpting our soul as much as we sculpt the canvas. This piece speaks to the power of art as a mirror, revealing not just what we create, but who we truly are—strong, radiant, and eternal, illuminated by the colors of our deepest self.
To find oneself is not a singular moment, but a gradual unfolding, a revelation that occurs when the barriers between inner truth and external expression dissolve. In the world of art, we are not merely creators; we are shaped by the process, sculpting our soul as much as we sculpt the canvas. This piece speaks to the power of art as a mirror, revealing not just what we create, but who we truly are—strong, radiant, and eternal, illuminated by the colors of our deepest self.

"Unconscious Desire of Change" 2023 45 x30 Digital painting
This piece of art represents the deep, often unspoken yearning for transformation, an inner longing to break free from a situation that no longer aligns with the soul's needs. It captures the silent emotional struggle of being caught in a space that feels suffocating, where the desire for change stirs within, yet remains just beneath the surface, unseen and unspoken.
The desire for change is often more than a conscious wish; it is an unconscious force that rises from the depths of discomfort, urging us to evolve, to break the chains of stagnation. It is a quiet rebellion against the status quo, a call to step into the unknown, driven not by certainty, but by the instinctual need to seek freedom and authenticity. This piece reflects the tension between what is and what could be, illustrating the delicate, sometimes invisible shift that takes place when we move from acceptance to the courage to change. True transformation is not always loud or dramatic; it begins in the quiet recesses of the soul, where the desire for something more stirs, ready to reshape our reality.
The desire for change is often more than a conscious wish; it is an unconscious force that rises from the depths of discomfort, urging us to evolve, to break the chains of stagnation. It is a quiet rebellion against the status quo, a call to step into the unknown, driven not by certainty, but by the instinctual need to seek freedom and authenticity. This piece reflects the tension between what is and what could be, illustrating the delicate, sometimes invisible shift that takes place when we move from acceptance to the courage to change. True transformation is not always loud or dramatic; it begins in the quiet recesses of the soul, where the desire for something more stirs, ready to reshape our reality.

"The Wave" 2024 30x45 Digital painting
This piece is my personal representation of the emotions that flow within me during the creation of something new. It symbolizes the undulating rhythms of inspiration and doubt, the ebb and flow of energy that surge through the mind and soul as the act of creation unfolds.
Like a wave, the process of bringing something new into existence is both powerful and unpredictable. It rises from deep within, building momentum as it moves forward, only to crash and recede, leaving behind both a sense of accomplishment and the anticipation of what comes next. In creation, there is no stillness only constant movement, a balance between control and surrender, as ideas take form and transform. This piece reflects the cyclical nature of creativity: it is never linear, but a continuous flow, where every rise and fall shapes the work and the creator, both renewed and forever altered by the process.
Like a wave, the process of bringing something new into existence is both powerful and unpredictable. It rises from deep within, building momentum as it moves forward, only to crash and recede, leaving behind both a sense of accomplishment and the anticipation of what comes next. In creation, there is no stillness only constant movement, a balance between control and surrender, as ideas take form and transform. This piece reflects the cyclical nature of creativity: it is never linear, but a continuous flow, where every rise and fall shapes the work and the creator, both renewed and forever altered by the process.
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