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Personal blog about my experience and life through my creations
These are my latest artworks created in 3d computer graphic
For more information or collaborations please contact me at heliwanart@gmail.com
Anime Inter Lucem et Spem.
A human soul in the phase which comes before, where every thread is still getting spun and sorted out. There’s a sense of both chaos (the unsorted mass of creation which surrounds the figure) and order (the clear direction they look towards, as though their goal is already clear in mind).
The artwork emerges as a reflection on human transformation not merely as change, but as a metamorphosis of the soul.
At its core lies a deep longing to ascend beyond the present condition, to overcome emotional and material limits, and move closer to a brighter version of the self.
The upward gaze becomes a silent prayer, a gesture of hope not for escape, but for an inner evolution.
Between shadow and light, stillness and motion, the human spirit wavers, suspended between what it is and what it might become.
Anime Inter Lucem et , Spem.
In this sacred space between light and motion, stillness becomes the threshold of transformation the pause where the soul listens and begins its passage.
This project is created using a mixed technique of digital painting and 3D computer graphics (3D render), representing the blend of tradition and innovation.
There is no certainty in the journey, only the desire to cross the unknown in search of a possible tomorrow. The artwork invites us, ultimately, to look within in order to rise beyond."
The artwork emerges as a reflection on human transformation not merely as change, but as a metamorphosis of the soul.
At its core lies a deep longing to ascend beyond the present condition, to overcome emotional and material limits, and move closer to a brighter version of the self.
The upward gaze becomes a silent prayer, a gesture of hope not for escape, but for an inner evolution.
Between shadow and light, stillness and motion, the human spirit wavers, suspended between what it is and what it might become.
Anime Inter Lucem et , Spem.
In this sacred space between light and motion, stillness becomes the threshold of transformation the pause where the soul listens and begins its passage.
This project is created using a mixed technique of digital painting and 3D computer graphics (3D render), representing the blend of tradition and innovation.
There is no certainty in the journey, only the desire to cross the unknown in search of a possible tomorrow. The artwork invites us, ultimately, to look within in order to rise beyond."
"The beginning of the new Era" 2024 - 60x40- Computer Graphic
The Beginning of the New Era is not just an artwork; it is a symbol of transition, transformation, and the continuous evolution of existence. It represents the moment when the old dissolves to make way for the new, in a dynamic flow of intertwining and ever-shifting energies. It is the materialization of the unknown advancing forward, the inevitable transition that pushes us beyond the boundaries of what is already known.
The forms move like ideas in motion, the lights dance like newly born intuitions, the colors blend like emotions coming to life. Each element is a fragment of the past and, at the same time, a projection of the future. In this balance between chaos and harmony, between destruction and creation, lies the essence of change and invitation to be carried by the wave of innovation and to look beyond, with courage and openness.
The forms move like ideas in motion, the lights dance like newly born intuitions, the colors blend like emotions coming to life. Each element is a fragment of the past and, at the same time, a projection of the future. In this balance between chaos and harmony, between destruction and creation, lies the essence of change and invitation to be carried by the wave of innovation and to look beyond, with courage and openness.
"Ethereal Convergence" 80x60 Computer graphic 2025
In Symphony of Ethereal Convergence, I explore the interplay between structure and fluidity, order and chaos, material and metaphysical realms. The composition weaves intricate geometric frameworks with flowing, celestial elements, creating a dynamic balance between the tangible and the ephemeral. The use of gold evokes a sense of divinity and connection, while the soft, luminous orbs symbolize energy in motion like celestial bodies in an eternal dance.
This piece reflects the harmony found in opposing forces, where structured patterns embrace organic fluidity, much like the relationship between technology and nature, logic and intuition, the known and the unknown. It invites the viewer to contemplate the unseen forces that shape our reality, to listen to the silent symphony that exists within all things.
Through a fusion of abstraction, geometry, and dreamlike textures, Symphony of Ethereal Convergence serves as a visual meditation, an invitation to step beyond the physical and into a space of wonder and interconnectedness.
This piece reflects the harmony found in opposing forces, where structured patterns embrace organic fluidity, much like the relationship between technology and nature, logic and intuition, the known and the unknown. It invites the viewer to contemplate the unseen forces that shape our reality, to listen to the silent symphony that exists within all things.
Through a fusion of abstraction, geometry, and dreamlike textures, Symphony of Ethereal Convergence serves as a visual meditation, an invitation to step beyond the physical and into a space of wonder and interconnectedness.
"Celestial Radiance" 2025 60x40 Digital Painting +Computer Graphic
"Celestial Radiance" is an exploration of ethereal beauty, where fluid energy and cosmic luminescence intertwine in a dance of transcendence. The composition captures a moment of suspended motion, where organic forms dissolve into radiant light, echoing the serenity of celestial ascension.
Through a delicate balance of soft translucency and bold metallic textures, the piece conveys a sense of weightlessness,an invitation to drift beyond the tangible and into a realm of quiet wonder. Spheres of light and reflection serve as beacons, guiding the viewer through a dreamscape where reality and abstraction merge.
This work embodies the interplay between order and chaos, stillness and movement, materiality and the infinite. It is a visual meditation on the unseen forces that shape our perceptions, a whisper from the cosmos reminding us of our own luminous essence.
Through a delicate balance of soft translucency and bold metallic textures, the piece conveys a sense of weightlessness,an invitation to drift beyond the tangible and into a realm of quiet wonder. Spheres of light and reflection serve as beacons, guiding the viewer through a dreamscape where reality and abstraction merge.
This work embodies the interplay between order and chaos, stillness and movement, materiality and the infinite. It is a visual meditation on the unseen forces that shape our perceptions, a whisper from the cosmos reminding us of our own luminous essence.
"Perpetual genesis" 2024 60 x 40. Digital Painting +Computer Graphic
A dance of light and form, encapsulates the essence of transformation, a moment where the boundaries between reality and imagination dissolve. The flowing, organic structures seem suspended in a state of perpetual evolution, embodying the interplay between movement and stillness, chaos and order.
Soft pastels and iridescent hues weave together like cosmic threads, creating an ethereal atmosphere where abstract elements resemble fragments of an unknown universe, fluid, weightless. Spheres of light hover in the distance, suggesting celestial bodies or portals to alternate realms, inviting the viewer to drift beyond the constraints of the tangible world.
This piece is an exploration of creation itself, an expression of how form emerges from the void, how ideas take shape, and how the unseen forces of the universe guide the flow of existence. It is not just an image, but an experienc. An invitation to lose oneself in the infinite possibilities of the abstract.
Soft pastels and iridescent hues weave together like cosmic threads, creating an ethereal atmosphere where abstract elements resemble fragments of an unknown universe, fluid, weightless. Spheres of light hover in the distance, suggesting celestial bodies or portals to alternate realms, inviting the viewer to drift beyond the constraints of the tangible world.
This piece is an exploration of creation itself, an expression of how form emerges from the void, how ideas take shape, and how the unseen forces of the universe guide the flow of existence. It is not just an image, but an experienc. An invitation to lose oneself in the infinite possibilities of the abstract.
" Time" 2024 50x50 Computer art
Time weaves its silent tapestry through all things, an invisible force carving beauty and decay in equal measure. Golden Veins of Time embodies this paradox.
The delicate balance between impermanence and eternity. The luminous gold, flowing like veins through fractured matter, speaks of a lifeblood that persists beyond the erosion of form, a quiet testament to resilience in the face of inevitable change.
The crystalline structures, both fragile and enduring, mirror the nature of existence itself: constantly shifting, yet never truly lost. Corrosion becomes not a mark of ruin, but a signature of transformation, a reminder that even in dissolution, something precious remains. In every fracture, a story is written; in every glimmer of gold, a memory is preserved.
This piece is an invitation to contemplate time not as a linear progression, but as a cycle where past, present, and future intertwine. It challenges the notion of permanence, urging us to see beauty not in what lasts, but in what evolves. In this golden glow, we find echoes of ancient energy, whispers of futures yet to unfold, and the quiet hum of existence itself.
The delicate balance between impermanence and eternity. The luminous gold, flowing like veins through fractured matter, speaks of a lifeblood that persists beyond the erosion of form, a quiet testament to resilience in the face of inevitable change.
The crystalline structures, both fragile and enduring, mirror the nature of existence itself: constantly shifting, yet never truly lost. Corrosion becomes not a mark of ruin, but a signature of transformation, a reminder that even in dissolution, something precious remains. In every fracture, a story is written; in every glimmer of gold, a memory is preserved.
This piece is an invitation to contemplate time not as a linear progression, but as a cycle where past, present, and future intertwine. It challenges the notion of permanence, urging us to see beauty not in what lasts, but in what evolves. In this golden glow, we find echoes of ancient energy, whispers of futures yet to unfold, and the quiet hum of existence itself.
" Symphony of the infinite" 2024 60x40 Digital Painting +Computer Graphic
This piece encapsulates the ever-changing nature of perception and reality, where the boundaries of form dissolve into a vibrant chaos of color and movement. The fluidity of the strokes, reminiscent of organic metamorphosis, suggests the transient nature of existence. Nothing is static, everything flows.
The interplay between structured, ribbon-like formations and chaotic splatters mirrors the duality of order and entropy, a fundamental tension underlying all aspects of life. It speaks to the idea that our consciousness, much like this composition, is an ever-shifting amalgamation of memories, emotions, and thoughts that intertwine in unpredictable ways.
The colors, dynamic yet harmonious, evoke the endless potential of human creativity, while the white spaces hint at the unknown possibilities yet to be explored. In this sense, the artwork becomes not just a visual experience but a meditative reflection on the fluid nature of identity, time, and artistic expression itself.
The interplay between structured, ribbon-like formations and chaotic splatters mirrors the duality of order and entropy, a fundamental tension underlying all aspects of life. It speaks to the idea that our consciousness, much like this composition, is an ever-shifting amalgamation of memories, emotions, and thoughts that intertwine in unpredictable ways.
The colors, dynamic yet harmonious, evoke the endless potential of human creativity, while the white spaces hint at the unknown possibilities yet to be explored. In this sense, the artwork becomes not just a visual experience but a meditative reflection on the fluid nature of identity, time, and artistic expression itself.
" Duality " 2024 - 50x50 Computer graphic
This piece represents the eternal interplay between structure and fluidity, order and chaos, material and metaphysical. The circular form, reminiscent of the Ouroboros, speaks to the cyclical nature of existence ,birth, transformation, and renewal while the golden triangle at its core suggests a higher plane of understanding, a gateway to transcendence.
The contrast between organic, flowing elements and geometric precision symbolizes the duality of the universe: the unpredictable nature of life woven into the rigid framework of cosmic laws. Gold, a symbol of enlightenment and alchemy, emerges from structured hexagons, evoking the pursuit of knowledge, the refinement of the soul, and the search for balance in an ever-changing reality.
Like an ancient sigil of forgotten wisdom, this artwork invites the viewer to contemplate their own journey through the endless loop of time, where the past, present, and future are but reflections of a singular, infinite moment.
The contrast between organic, flowing elements and geometric precision symbolizes the duality of the universe: the unpredictable nature of life woven into the rigid framework of cosmic laws. Gold, a symbol of enlightenment and alchemy, emerges from structured hexagons, evoking the pursuit of knowledge, the refinement of the soul, and the search for balance in an ever-changing reality.
Like an ancient sigil of forgotten wisdom, this artwork invites the viewer to contemplate their own journey through the endless loop of time, where the past, present, and future are but reflections of a singular, infinite moment.
" The weight of the infinity" 2024 60x40 Digital Photohtphy+Computer Graphic
This piece captures a moment of weightless transition, where form and substance dissolve into the immaterial. The floating, translucent structures, reminiscent of organic sails or celestial shards, exist in a state of perpetual suspension, neither rising nor falling, as if caught in the liminal space between the physical and the metaphysical.
The choice of materials and lighting conveys fragility and impermanence, a reflection on the fleeting nature of existence and the illusion of solidity in our perception of reality. The soft hues of pink, violet, and blue enhance the sense of dreamlike detachment, as though these elements belong to a realm beyond human reach .An abstract plane where light and matter converge into pure essence.
The backdrop of a stormy sky serves as a counterpoint, symbolizing the tension between chaos and tranquility, grounding and transcendence. This artwork invites contemplation on the nature of transformation, reminding us that all things thoughts, emotions, even identities are in constant flux, forever dissolving and reforming in the vast expanse of time.
"The Impact of Loneliness" 2024 60x20 computer graphic
This piece of art captures the essence of solitude a soul wandering through a world meticulously programmed by rules, where every path seems predetermined, and every emotion measured. It speaks to the silent conflict between individuality and conformity, where the desire for authentic connection collides with the rigid structures of society.
In this vast system of expectations, loneliness becomes more than the absence of company; it transforms into an existential state, a deep yearning for something beyond the mechanical rhythms of life. It is the whisper of free will against the deafening noise of order, the quiet rebellion of the human spirit seeking meaning in a world that often values function over feeling.
In this vast system of expectations, loneliness becomes more than the absence of company; it transforms into an existential state, a deep yearning for something beyond the mechanical rhythms of life. It is the whisper of free will against the deafening noise of order, the quiet rebellion of the human spirit seeking meaning in a world that often values function over feeling.
"Delicate force " 2024 60x45 digital paint + computer graphic
This piece of art embodies the fragile yet profound sensation of unity with the world around us. It speaks to the invisible thread that connects all living things. an harmony that is both delicate and powerful, fleeting yet eternal.
In a universe governed by chaos and order, this unity is not a possession but a state of being, a moment of surrender where the self dissolves into the greater whole. It is the quiet realization that strength lies not in resistance but in flow, in embracing the rhythms of existence rather than imposing upon them. True connection is not about control, but about understanding that we are both a single note and the entire symphony.
In a universe governed by chaos and order, this unity is not a possession but a state of being, a moment of surrender where the self dissolves into the greater whole. It is the quiet realization that strength lies not in resistance but in flow, in embracing the rhythms of existence rather than imposing upon them. True connection is not about control, but about understanding that we are both a single note and the entire symphony.
"New born" 2024 50x50 computer graphic
This piece of art symbolizes the emergence of something new, a radiant rebirth rising from the ashes of destruction. It embodies the cycle of transformation, where the soul sheds its past to embrace a higher state of being.
In every ending, there is the seed of renewal; in every collapse, the whisper of reinvention. True growth is not a mere continuation but a metamorphosis, an awakening that transcends what once was. This is the essence of the human spirit shaped by loss, strengthened by struggle, and reborn with newfound clarity, reaching toward the infinite horizon of possibility
In every ending, there is the seed of renewal; in every collapse, the whisper of reinvention. True growth is not a mere continuation but a metamorphosis, an awakening that transcends what once was. This is the essence of the human spirit shaped by loss, strengthened by struggle, and reborn with newfound clarity, reaching toward the infinite horizon of possibility
"Connection" 2024 60x20 computer graphic
This piece of art represents a knot, more than a mere entanglement, it is a connection, a weaving of the self into something greater. It speaks to the intricate dance of transformation, where fragments of identity intertwine, merging into a new and elevated form.
A knot is not just a bond; it is a point of tension, of struggle, yet also of creation. It symbolizes the paradox of growth where unity is forged through complexity, and strength emerges from interwoven fragility. In the act of binding, we do not lose ourselves; we evolve, transcending the past to shape a new, higher existence.
A knot is not just a bond; it is a point of tension, of struggle, yet also of creation. It symbolizes the paradox of growth where unity is forged through complexity, and strength emerges from interwoven fragility. In the act of binding, we do not lose ourselves; we evolve, transcending the past to shape a new, higher existence.
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